Friday, October 29, 2010

38 weeks and a PRAISE!


For You created my innermost being; You knit me together in my mother's womb. I praise You because I am fearfully and wonderfully made." - Psalm 139:13-14



This week has been full of ups and downs, in a major way. I went in for my 38 week appointment on Wednesday and the doctor had decided to do an ultrasound to get an idea of how big Saylor was and then check if I was dilated, etc. Sean and I went in for the ultrasound and everything was moving along nicely... they estimated her to weigh 6 lbs 10 oz. After a few minutes, the nurse began to focus on a certain area for quite a bit of time, thus making me quite nervous. She then got up and said she needed someone else to look and went and got another person. I fell apart as soon as she left the room. I knew this meant they thought something was wrong with her and I had no idea what it was. 


The other nurse came in and took quite a long look. She then explained to Sean and I that they were concerned about her bladder. On the ultrasound it appeared to be very enlarged and not functioning properly... in other words, she wasn't pee peeing.  They were also concerned of very high fluid levels that were surrounding her. They were unsure what the problem was and wanted us to meet with the doctor then go to USC Medical to meet with another doctor. Needless to say, I was a complete mess. Scared to death. So worried. 


We met with my doctor who reviewed the ultrasound pictures and told me, worst case scenario, since I am full term, they would go ahead and deliver this baby and then she would need to be seen by a Pediatric Urologist. Not the news I wanted to hear. Needless to say, Wednesday was a very tough day. 


My appointment at USC was set for the next day (yesterday). My mom came down Wednesday night to be with me, so we headed over to USC and met Sean there to see the doctor. I was a ball of nerves and emotions, but just kept reassuring myself that the Lord is our Great Physician, that He created every inch of this little girl, and he has a perfect plan.


We were seen by the nurse and doctor at USC and as soon as Saylor popped up on the screen, the nurse immediately said she didn't think anything was wrong at all. Oh my gosh. I could breathe again. I was so overcome with emotion. What an answer to pray. What an amazing God. She continued to take a look at her and continued to reassure me that this little girl was perfectly fine. She brought the doctor in to have him check as well and he completely agreed. 


Then I will go to the altar of God,
to God my exceeding joy,
and I will praise you with the lyre,
O God, my God.

The doctor was incredible. So warm and caring and made us feel wonderful. He pulled out the 4d machine and gave us sweet little pictures of baby girl. They measured her there as well and said she weighed 8lbs! Holy cow! Big difference from the weight we got the day before at my OB. My guess, she's somewhere right in between (mama's hoping, at least!). 

So now, we are relieved. We are thankful we have an amazing God. We are overflowing with praise. We are reminded of the bigger picture. We are overcome with joy. We are thrilled to be in the arms of such a sweet Lord. And we are waiting... excitedly, for little Saylor to join this great big world.

Pregnancy Highlights:

How Far Along: 38 weeks

Total Weight Gain/Loss: Gained 24 pounds

Maternity Clothes: blech. I wear the same 3 outfits constantly.

Best Moment this week: Finding out Saylor is just perfect and healthy!

Gender: It's a girl - Saylor Alden Branch

Movement: her moves hurt these days and I feel every single one, ha

Food Craving: comfort food!

What I miss: fitting into my regular clothes and sleeping all night

Sleep: Good nights and bad nights

What I am looking forward to: meeting baby girl SOON!

Belly Button: Looks like it's going to stay in.

Stretch Marks: None yet. Yikes.

Symptoms: Nausea is full force. Lots of zofran. Overall, just feeling huge.

38 weeks:

And a HUGE thank you, with all of my heart, for the village that surrounds us. For sweet friends and family, praying for us, for Saylor. We are beyond blessed to be surrounded by such wonderful people. We love you!


Tuesday, October 26, 2010

can i be close to you...


in the morning when i wake and the sun is coming through
you fill my lungs with sweetness and you fill my head with you

shall i write it in a letter, shall i try to get it down
you fill my head with pieces of a song i can't get out

can i be close to you
can i be close to you

can i take this moment, where the fields are painted gold
and the trees are filled with memories 
of the feelings that are told

when the evening pulls the sun down, and the day is almost through
oh the whole world is sleeping, but my world is you...

-the paper kites (thank you, kellie!)

Friday, October 22, 2010

Saylor's Nursery

Saylor's Nursery is not quite complete, but should be by the end of next week. We aren't cutting it close, are we? :) The window treatments are in, they just need to be hung. The dresser/changing table should be delivered any day now, the chair and ottoman are at the upholster now and will be done middle of next week, and the comforter and sham should be coming in next week as well. But... since today @ Kelly's Korner is Show Us Your Life Friday - Nurseries and Children's rooms, I thought I would link up with the few pictures we have of the nursery.


My dad and brother did a fabulous job with the paint and picture molding in the room. The paint is grey and we went with a bright white for the molding and trim. The crib is a pewter canopy crib from Restoration Hardware Baby.
This is the view as you walk into the room:
We hung a chandelier that has pink crystals on the end to give it a very girly feel.
The bedding is a very soft petal pink, white and grey. The crib skirt is a ruffle grey.
To the right of the crib is a vintage white victorian end table. I absolutely love it. After a high and low search, we combined 2 separate lamps to get a crystal base and just the perfect color pink shade. On the table are 2 frames, one of which has Saylor's ultrasound picture in it. 
Hanging on the wall above the table is a very special dress my Nana gave me for Saylor. I wanted it to have a very special place and it looks darling on the wall.
These are the window treatments that we plan to hang next week. We ordered them from RH baby since the color we are using in the nursery is super hard to match.
Here is Saylor's closet... one of my favorite things!
This is what the chair and dresser will look like once they arrive next week:
Right now, we also have the moses basket sitting in her room, which she will be sleeping in for a little while after she is born:
I am still on the hunt for a few little things... a mirror or something to go over the changing table, antique white frames for behind the crib... just some little details :). We have about 2 and a half weeks before her due date, so I have a little time, ha. 

More pictures to come once the nursery is complete. Hope you enjoyed Saylor's pink and grey whimsy room :)!